Are You There???

I am so pessimistic these days not beacuse of the unknown factors.Tension starts as early as you are in bed.Crushing sound of juggernauts in the street right below the window, early morning chat of workers preparing for the long awaitaed house works and the sarcastic comment of the early morning walkers disturb my sweet morning dream.But the irony is , my sweet dream is not similar to that of others.In fact the dream ghost starts to chase me whenever i have that dream.If asked to a religious person, they may declare it as an effect of planets.Quizzical enough, I too sometimes, these days is quite interesting about the planet signs though it was not me genre of thinking before.

So the tension props in my tea time as well.ADSL connection, like the bulbs in night bar, is never sure to be hosted, make me curse my decision to be a member of the service.

Now comes the traffic in the road.Oh god that's the worst part and the hell in earth.Long cue of motors, impatient bikers, dust in the road, maintenace work continuing in side by footpath,people marching in the middle of the street, shrilling horn of large buses and a traffice police amidst all this, is throwing his life out to manage the impossible.

Any how the entry in the office in this mood won't do any good to the fellow workers, senior and juniors.Lack of work in the office and overdose sometimes makes me drizzy.Phone calls by friend to meet after the office, is rare these days since there is no one around.All are busy with their stuffs and there is no alternative other than to go home straight away,

Sitting alone in home watching some melodramatic reality show and the much hyped nepali media won't do good for the empty mind unable to think anything.

Oh god is this life?i dont like it at all.There's no one to talk .Are you there to talk to?