Compromise

Turn your head and recall the days at school, fun at college and just rediscover the labour you have done for the exams.Apart from all of these do you recall any moments in the past? I do.I remember all the compromises i had to make.

I went to school in my nursery though it was fun to play marble in the dusty trail of my village.It was a treacherous act to study hard despite seeing lush green paddy field and kites all over the sky during Dashain.It was disappointing to see a most beautiful girl of the college smiling at me secretly and I as per the practicality had to go other way round, believe me, just to make all of my friends unaware about the incident.That was a torture since I wish to climb up the wall adjoining college classroom and yelled to whole college that she smiled for me.Only for me.

Compromising to go abroad to make others happy and mocking about the incident is also the thing of past.There are many incidents where i feel suffocated and wanted to throw a veil of my personality to be a free man.

Having a job and becoming a grown up man is not so easy, as I feel these days.You have many more responsibilities and you wait for a gathering of friends.Your heart wants to have a party but to show off others you are busy attending a marriage ceremony.You wish to have a glass of cold drinks and enjoy the television Saturday noon but you are programmed to attend a meeting.Can't we enjoy our life on our own?Can't there be a world where there is no competition?Can't we create a society where you don't have to pretend anything?

When you see a death of someone then you realize an eternal truth.What are you trying to achieve through this life?When I watch a dead body ready for a cremation then my heart said that we are helpless and cannot do anything on our own.That is also a compromise and we do with god.We can't withstand a competition in this world and surrender to the lord.I feel that all success and achievement we are witnessing for our immortality is a dream and we will wake up this dream after our death.

There is yet another compromise in our life and that is most important.That is of love.Being married and promising to remain with one another is also a compromise performed by everyone trying to avoid the mortality.But that is not sufficient. Love without commitment is great.But I know it cannot happen.

Compromise is there to made.

जाने तू या जाने ना FOR U

कही तो कही तो
होगी वो
दुनियाँ जहा तु मेरे साथ है

जहाँ मै जहाँ तु
और जहाँ बस तेरे मेरे जज्बात है
होगी जहाँ सुबह तेरी
पलको कि किरण मै
लोरी जहाँ चाँदकी
सुने तेरी बाहो मै
जाने न कहाँ वो दुनियाँ है
जाने न वो है भी या नही
जहाँ मेरी जीन्दगी मुझ्से
इत्नी खफा नही

सासे खो गयी है किस्की आहोँमै
मै खो गयी हुँ जाने किस्की बाहो मै
मन्जिलोसे राहे ढुडती चली
और खो गयी है मन्जिल कही राहो मै
कही तो कही तो है नसा
तेरी मेरी हर मुलाकात मै
होठोसे होठोको
चुमती और रहेते है हम हर बात पे
कहती है फिजा जहाँ

तेरी जमीन आसमान
जहाँ है तु
मेरी हसी मेरी खुशी
मेरी जान

जाने न कहाँ वो दुनियाँ है
जाने न वो है भी या नही
जहाँ मेरी जीन्दगी मुझ्से
इत्नी खफा नही

SAARC in my camera

Though i am not a photo journalist by profession, camera in my bag didn't want to remain silent in my every visit.Fulfilling its demand i attempted photography and these are truly amateur photos.Still the sentiment emotion and time graph attached to these will surely hold you in this blog for a minute.Hope you will enjoy these.

Colombo dead silent at night of SAARC


Yes there are many Adhikaris in Sri Lanka.


Hospitality in there.What to say?Ask him


Yes they were also there


He is the backbone of Nepal Embassy in Sri Lanka Mr Suresh Adhikari.Thank you


Will this group photo shoot will do good for us?


I know Nabraj Dai is good reporter and he is at his best at this photo.


Still busy righting ignoring others eventhough they can understand Nepali


I know Prabhath you are cool as cucumber.But what is Shukla bro doing?

My days here

SAARC summit is ongoing and there are many other events that are being organized apart from the summit. All the events are great and will be instrumental to foster people to people connectivity. Connection at this level is as important as the summit meeting. Cultural program organized by Ministry of Tourism Sri Lanka was the event of the day for me as the astonishing and mind boggling performance by the artist of national fame sparked the hall. Songs and dance were unbelievable and the people around seems enjoying that very much. Event was great as there were journalists and media delegates from all the countries and it aids me to imagine the situation after our leaders will finally decide for the common south Asian union. Late night party and the meeting in day was as refreshing as to have a cup of hot coffee sitting inside the room in a rainy day of Kathmandu. There are glimpse of photos from the event. Enjoy