Rock ON......

Once again I am not tolerating all these.I am frustrated with the way my life is going and is quite angry with myself.There is a big question mark to every thing I do and every proposal I think of.I am surprised why it happens every time to me?It is something like a recurring dream.Trying so hard to come out of that frustration and yet that same feeling looming over me like black cloud sucking my life out is suffocating .

What next?What is there to be done?As far as my concern, I think I have done my best in the previous attempts.But as of now, I am noticing that my approach to the work and future projects are not level the par and I am really not satisfied with that at all.What is stopping me?Why am I lethargic to that all?These are the questions that are haunting me these days.Being in bed with empty mind and nothing to think except your future is nightmare for anyone and worst of all, I am experiencing that.

What are we striving toward and what are we achieving at last are the questions that has to be answered to me real soon.Its worthless to think about unachievable but what to do if your mind pushes you toward that unachievable dreams?Is it some kind of mind game that is boggling the nerve centers of my small brain?There are many unanswered questions inside me and I wonder how all these billions of people are coping with it.Is it nothing for them or are they pretending not to know any of these?

BUT a big but is there inside me which tells me that hope is always there and the instability in this head has to be solved by hard working in any of the subjects you think is best to involve.It may sound funny to others but I have enjoyed the tensions earlier because I feel that they bring best out of me.Being optimistic about my mind sucking tensions, I think they are leading me to my new heights of success.

So wait for meI am coming............ Will you?? where are you?

But still ROCK ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!