Compulsive Inspiration

Do you know how compulsive situations are some time? The compulsion to write a blog post was disturbing me for quite some time. I know this is not an emergency and I again know that there is no one to read these posts. Still the feeling haunts me and disturbed me in my regular activities. It becomes very important to me as I visualize it as my weakness. My urge to win the odds suffered me much this was a sequel to that. But I really lack required words and sometimes and numb in my mind could not let me write anything. Right words are not coming in my mind and everything I wrote is the different arrangement of the same old small bags full of same old words. The word game is making me lose my destiny. I don’t want to be defeated at any cost. This compulsion would have killed me but a lifeline was found.

It was that unknown inspiration I was obsessed of. It is unknown to me yet I am so closed to it. That is very far and not related to me but I found similar feelings in there. The words and situation portray there makes me feel myself. I compared myself with that and each moment I spend, it energizes me. Don't know why it inspires me but the credit to create a blog and write in here came from that. Thank you so much to make me win against my odds again. Thanks very much for re-inspiring me and I hope I will have new and fresh start real soon.

I am pretty sure that it will be right in-front of me whenever I am feeling lonely.