अलि अलि ............

Emotions are running and ripping me from inside. This has to be the way my life has been scheduled by the boss up above in the sky. If got a chance, surely there are many questions to be asked to that super body. Seems everything is lost. Weather changes and the feet out of the bed in early morning fog started to bite me. Frost in the ground is challenging not to go to him for early walk. People started to look heavy and the glass of hot tea is becoming favourite to all. Alas winter is here but the coldness in my heart is as there as ever. When am I gonna be the same me which I used to be? I miss me, really. Lights are not enough for me as I see black everywhere. Could not see the openings anywhere, rivers are running slowly, time is moving fast and certainly I am becoming dead slowly.
Slow is the wind and dim is the sunlight. Loneliness is becoming my dear friend and miss it whenever there are people. Aim, goals, objectives, achievement, ambition, life are the distant and rhetoric words for me. They don’t have meanings anymore and are mere words with arrangements of syllables. I wish to complete this span of life as quickly as possible. Quick timings will lead me to a new life with new beginnings and surely I will be ready for that life when there will be no mistakes to start with. That will be right and best life. Hoping my life to be kick-started real soon.
These words are quite near to me now a days and the meaning it portrays touches my heart. They surely have different meanings to various people but the way I listen to that may be the reason I like this so much.

कुछ कम् रोशन है रोशनी

कुछ कम् गिली है बारीसे

कुछ कम् लेहराती है हवा

कुछ कम् है दिल मे ख्वाइसे